It's about the moment, my whole family was waiting for - My Marriage!! So many plans, so much to think about, so much to look out for, so much to care about and yet nothing was finalized. To me , it was like the biggest decision and I wanted to take my time to look out for the one who is the best fit for our family. Educated but at the same time, someone who knows her values, who knows what it takes to be a part of a new family and a new beginning.
My biggest concern was not to get married to someone who cares a lot about just the 2 of us, which is 'the' reason I took so much time for this decision but 'nt thought in the weirdest of my dreams that I will get married by the time - my biggest strength will be missing from my life.
Yes, it's painful, but true!! I wanted my soul mate to know, how this man looks upon life......
What hardships he faced to settle us in life, what aspiration he had in his life, what a loving person he was, his larger than life attitude towards whatever he does and what is missing in our lives when he is not here - Yes, he is my dad, my loving PAPA!!
This one is for you dad........................
I got married but you were not here;
Dad, m still waiting for you to appear!
Still remember the words you keep telling me;
I know, they were gold but unlucky me!!
I dreamt about the life, will stay together;
Here we are, thinking, crying, and trying to get better!
Don't know how this life will get going without you;
At times, I feel like, just to be with you!!
I have seen you many a times in all these days;
please come back dad, this is what my heart prays!
I know you are there with your son forever;
But it's hard to accept dad, whatsoever!!
I haven't kept your pics as I know I don't need them;
You are my soul and this is what I believe in!
I still have your number and wish it will ring someday;
Your name appearing ( papa calling...) on my cell, and takes all my pain away!!
Time passes by and priorities gets changed;
I had to move on, though in pain!
But your my heart Dad and just not a priority;
I will keep you alive inside me, till eternity!!
I miss those moments I dreamt about us being together;
Dad, no wonder how much I write but i know it doesn't even matter!
I hope you see us every passing day;
It's hard, it's difficult and have nothing else to say!!
It's hard for me as a son to express - how much I love you;
The only grudge I have is to live without you!
Love you Dad, If possible be with me for once!!
My biggest concern was not to get married to someone who cares a lot about just the 2 of us, which is 'the' reason I took so much time for this decision but 'nt thought in the weirdest of my dreams that I will get married by the time - my biggest strength will be missing from my life.
Yes, it's painful, but true!! I wanted my soul mate to know, how this man looks upon life......
What hardships he faced to settle us in life, what aspiration he had in his life, what a loving person he was, his larger than life attitude towards whatever he does and what is missing in our lives when he is not here - Yes, he is my dad, my loving PAPA!!
This one is for you dad........................
I got married but you were not here;
Dad, m still waiting for you to appear!
Still remember the words you keep telling me;
I know, they were gold but unlucky me!!
I dreamt about the life, will stay together;
Here we are, thinking, crying, and trying to get better!
Don't know how this life will get going without you;
At times, I feel like, just to be with you!!
I have seen you many a times in all these days;
please come back dad, this is what my heart prays!
I know you are there with your son forever;
But it's hard to accept dad, whatsoever!!
I haven't kept your pics as I know I don't need them;
You are my soul and this is what I believe in!
I still have your number and wish it will ring someday;
Your name appearing ( papa calling...) on my cell, and takes all my pain away!!
Time passes by and priorities gets changed;
I had to move on, though in pain!
But your my heart Dad and just not a priority;
I will keep you alive inside me, till eternity!!
I miss those moments I dreamt about us being together;
Dad, no wonder how much I write but i know it doesn't even matter!
I hope you see us every passing day;
It's hard, it's difficult and have nothing else to say!!
It's hard for me as a son to express - how much I love you;
The only grudge I have is to live without you!
Love you Dad, If possible be with me for once!!
